a Radical Evangelist for the Trinity Revolution

About me:

I am a young woman from the Midwest, USA. I was born in Lake County, IL but did the majority of my growing up in Wisconsin, where I still currently live with my husband. I grew up fearing and respecting God in a loving Christian home, and God began speaking to me through science since I was a little girl. I have always loved learning and valued knowledge. I have made mistakes, and I still do, but I strive everyday to love like Jesus. 

I do not consider myself a Christian. Too many have done and continue to do wrong by the name, and our beliefs and morals can be widely different. While there are a lot of great people called by God Himself and doing His will under the Christian name, there are also a lot who are not good or have lost their way since taking the name.

 I do believe in God the Father and I do believe in Jesus who came to save, but I do not consider Jesus a deity himself for he himself called himself the Son of Man. Through his sacrifice, we can have the same connection to the Father as did Jesus when he healed the sick and fed the multitudes and calmed the seas and walked on water. Too many "Christians" say "LORD LORD," yet turn and persecute society's outcasts. Too many "Christians" run around with their "manifest destiny" and "better than thou" attitudes. 

I definitely don't mean all Christians sully the name of Christ, but just like not ALL men are sexist pigs, not ALL cops are bad, and not ALL gun owners are terrorists, there're enough of them that there is a clear problem. Therefore, I distance myself from the religion of my youth and press on with what I feel God has called me to be: His radical evangelist for the Trinity Revolution. 

I do have doubts. I don't have all the answers, and who am I to assume I even have any? I don't know what the future holds, and I barely know anything about the past. Many of the doubts I have are about my qualifications. However, I will press through, doing as I feel God wills. 

The document below is just a diary I have regarding my thoughts and such on the Revolution. Maybe I reveal too much. Maybe I share too much about my doubts and fears and failings, but I just want to be open and honest.